Wednesday, July 20, 2011

写自己

别人说
我像冰山

难以接近
靠近了会被冻伤

没有表情
让人摸不着我的内心

有时我会反省
自己是否真的那么地难以相处

坦白说
我不会说话
更不会说取悦别人的话

当我感受到别人的痛楚
我没有反应
因为我不想让别人伤心

在某些事情
我选择掩饰
因为
我想不到说出来
浪费别人的时间
更何况
有些事情
还是需要自己去解决的

别人说我很独立
什么事情都亲力亲为
这也许是我自己锻炼的吧
不想为别人添麻烦
在加上完美主义作祟
所以我对自己有一定的要求

低调果然是我的毛病吧
我想
我还是比较擅长成为别人的过客吧




Monday, July 11, 2011

Song | Life

Recently, I fell in love with this two song.
A good description to my current life.

Invisible by Skylar Grey

I take these pills to make me thin
I dye my hair, and color my skin
I tried everything, to make them see me
But all they see, is someone that's not me

Even when I'm walking on barb wire
Even when I sat myself on fire
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
Everyday I try to lock my past
Even though inside I'm such a mess
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible

Here inside, my quiet heart
You cannot hear, my cries for help
I tried everything, to make them see me
But every one, sees what I can't be

Even when I'm walking on barb wire
Even when I sat myself on fire
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
Everyday I try to lock my past
Even though inside I'm such a mess
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible

Sometimes when I'm alone
I pretend that I'm a queen
It's almost believable

Even when I'm walking on barb wire
Even when I sat myself on fire
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
Everyday I try to lock my past
Even though inside I'm such a mess
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible

Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

It's probably a time for me to think about life and change to better...

Saturday, July 09, 2011

709 a day to remember

七月九日
黄色
一个象征着干净选举的颜色

一些人 选择逃避
一些人 选择躲起来
一些人 选择默默支持
一些人 选择站出来

因为不公平 所以反对
因为看不过眼 所以开口
因为被压制 所以反抗
因为真理 所以坚持

但愿黄色成功
在我们不需要它的时候
就是民主来临的时候