我在干嘛？

空虚
占据了心灵
把我的思考能力都削弱
让我一味只依照旁人的指示

缺乏自我判断能力的我

把自己放得很轻很轻
渐渐地忘了自己背上的重任

惰性衍生
我
自我地陶醉在不必负责任的幻影里

我的灵魂
又再次出走了

L E T G O

It's time to let something go...
What I was always believe in...
might be wrong...
or it no longer suitable to current situation...
so
let go
may be the best way to keep me forward...

...Effort...

Obstacles and troubles keep coming in...
I push myself to the boundary...
To believe that this problem could be solved...

If I can solve it...
Please do not tell it's a miracle...
Please tell me that it's my effort...

Wait for the end...

Waiting For The End (Linkin park)

This is not the end
This is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty within em

We say yeah
With fists fly up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
That's invisible there
Cuz we're livin at the mercy
Of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it
Forget it
Let it all disappear

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strengh to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control

Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn't so

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

What was left
When that fire was gone
I thought it felt alright
But that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out
What it's like moving on
And I don't even know
What kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving
And my mind went dead
Picking up the pieces
Now where to begin
The hardest part of ending
Is starting again

All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

This is not the end
This is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
(I'm holding on to what I haven't got)
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty within em


We say yeah
With fists fly up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
That's invisible there
Cuz we're livin at the mercy
(I'm holding on to what I haven't got)
Of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it
Forget it
Let it all disappear

Like this song especially the lyrics...
Just with simple words, it touches my heart...
Could we start all over again after the end of everything?

感觉

很想把心给掏空
然后把回忆填在里头
让心再次体会
当初的感觉...