人生无常

深夜间
电话想起
通常都是不祥的预兆
从另一边传来的正是最不想听到的噩讯
大姨丈过世了
除了眼眶溢出的泪水
一切都如时间停顿了似
没有人来得及给予任何反应
午夜时分
通知其他人的表哥又是带着怎么样的心情呢？
我无法想象
可是心已隐隐地抽痛
沉重
紧紧地压着心口
原来我还是那么害怕失去
也害怕别人所失去的
人生无常
从前死亡总是发生在公公婆婆的辈份
如今却开始发生在那么接近我的辈份中
开始察觉死亡是那么地靠近
领悟到生命是多么的微弱
人生无常
要好好地珍惜身边的人

Lonely

[2NE1 - Lonely - English Translation]

[CL Lee Chae-rin]
The words I’m saying right now, I don’t know if they’ll hurt you
They’ll probably make you hate me forever

[Minzy 민지]
You, saying that I’m not the same as I used to be, is not completely untrue
This changed me is a stranger to myself as well

[Park Sandara 박산다라 Dara 다라]
You are so kind but
That’s the way you are but oh

[CL Lee Chae-rin]
I don’t know I don’t know
Why I am like this
[Park Sandara 박산다라 Dara 다라]
We were so in love, and you’re here now but oh
[Minzy 민지]
I don’t know
[Park Sandara 박산다라 Dara 다라]
I want to find myself now

[Park Bom 박봄]
Baby I’m sorry, even when I’m with you, I’m Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this horrible person I am

[Minzy 민지]
I’m sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I’m by your side

Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

[Park Bom 박봄]
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

[CL Lee Chae-rin]
You didn’t do anything wrong, I’m the strange one
It seems I’ve already been prepared long ago, for our breakup

[Park Bom 박봄]
I really wanted to treat you well, out of all the times, why is it when I’m confronted by love
I am shrinking away & am lonely endlessly

[Park Sandara 박산다라 Dara 다라]
You are so kind but
That’s the way you are but oh

[CL Lee Chae-rin]
I don’t know I don’t know
Why I am like this

[Park Sandara 박산다라 Dara 다라]
We were so in love, and you’re here now but oh
[CL Lee Chae-rin]
I don’t know
[Park Sandara 박산다라 Dara 다라]
I want to find myself now

[CL Lee Chae-rin]
Baby I’m sorry, even when I’m with you, I’m Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this horrible person I am

[Minzy 민지]
I’m sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I’m by your side

Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

[CL Lee Chae-rin]
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

[Minzy 민지]
Cuz I’m just another girl
This night is lonely, I

[Park Bom 박봄]
Can’t take any more, Good bye
[Park Sandara 박산다라 Dara 다라]
Cuz I’m just another girl
[CL Lee Chae-rin]
I’m so lonely
[Park Bom 박봄]
Even though I’m by your side right now
Baby I’m so lonely

[Minzy 민지]
Lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

[CL Lee Chae-rin]
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

www.youtube.com/watch?v=5n4V3lGEyG4

Poco

今天终于如愿到Poco一游了

在杂志上就已经被它天蓝色的门口吸引着

接着游览了它的部落格

今天踏进了它充满魔幻的空间

享受着被自制品包围的喜悦

可惜今天时间紧迫没办法拍下更多照片

可是我必定会再拜访的～


Poco部落格：
http://pocohomemade.blogspot.com/

放。不。下

放下 对我而言 很难
除非那件事在无意识时从我的记忆里删除了
要不然 我的脑袋会顽固地把它紧锁着
放不下
应该要有的态度
放不下
应该要有的轻松
放不下
应该要有的享受
真的还放不下

忙碌

习惯了忙碌 不想让自己停顿
担心自己有了静下来的时间就会胡思乱想
想着从前 现在 未来
想着想着便会坠入幻境 久久恢复不来
徘徊于幻觉与现实 我已经无力分清楚
只有把自己栽入工作中 继续忙碌