事实

原来

事实

就是

无论你如何逃

如何避

它都还会一直在那儿

窃笑

我没有勇气

面对它

观察

开始喜欢静静地观察别人了
看别人遇上困难时会如何处理
看别人如何生活
看别人的优点
然后加以学习
看别人的缺点
然后警惕自己
原来观察本来就是一个很好的学习管道
可是我还是希望可以跳出自己的躯体
观察自己到底是个怎样的人

放空

原来累的时候

是可以那么地想逃避

想封闭自己

什么都想置身事外

什么都不想去做

只想静静地

让脑袋放空

说话

原来我是可以那么不在乎地把它说出来

虽然在心底 我 是那么地在乎

总是以为不把心底话说出来

就可以欺骗别人

就可以隐瞒自己

可是

这样却只会产生矛盾

让自己委屈

有些话

我还是不懂得如何说

只有毫无表情的说出来

让自己保留底线

至少不会伤害他人的心

要我坦然地说话

还是会有些难度吧

我果然还是个不会说哈的人

Skyscraper

Another song that could perfectly describe my feeling now...


Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence, as its ending, like we never had a chance.
Do you have to make me feel like there’s nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I’m made of glass
Like I’m made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears
I awaken and untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better to watch me while I bleed
All my windows still are broken but I’m standing on my feet

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I’m made of glass
Like I’m made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

Go run run run I’m gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear yeah
Go run run run yeah it’s a long way down
But I’m closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I’m made of glass
Like I’m made of paper
Ohh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper