理智?!

今天和朋友说,我好久没有写部落格了,因为不知道要写什么.他说,不要紧,就随便写写吧.
是啊,我想不到要写什么就放弃了,不是很傻吗?
不过说真的,最近,心里不断的挣扎,明明就做着自己想要做的事情,但还是常常问自己是否喜欢这样做.
虚假的挣扎只让我裹足不前,还天真的以为自己正在认真思考.
也许是我太理智吧,常常忘了自己的情感,对于很多事情,我经常忽略了自己是否喜欢,反而在乎自己是否应该这样做.
也许是这样,大家都很少见我跳出框外做些出乎意料的事,因为我会在行动前先理智的分辨那是否是应该做的事情吗?
呼,这样做人很拘束,不是吗?

开工啦~

5月11日终于来临了，这天就是我开工的第一天啦~以往，我的工作都只是暂时性工作所以觉得不以为意。但明天却是我生平以来毕业后的第一份工作，心情真的很不一样。只希望工作时要顺顺利利了~ ^^

错误

最近才发现
自己一直在犯着同一个错误
一直天真的以为可以把每一件事做好
一直以为自己的能力与别人一样
到头来
才猛然发现我就是我
我的能力毕竟是有限的...

Final Year Project

Finally, I am done with my documentary and music video shooting and editing. It's truly a relief for me. (Although my graphic computer project is yet to be completed) Finally, I can have a little private time to get my own things done. There are 3 weeks more before my final year project is fully submitted (Take note, Impact Week is on 1st until 3rd of Mac... As a member of publicity department, I must promote it) Just hope that everything will b done smoothly. After 3 weeks, it's time for me to search for job (sigh... another tough task).

Final Year Project

Finally, a six-days shoot ends. The shoot is very tiring, i can said that. But even it's tiring but it's still a good try to shoot for a historical documentary as i think it might suit RTM type of documentary. :p As lecturer said, it's a challenge.

We spent about 3 days to shoot in Komtar. Undoubtedly, looking from Komtar 65 level is scary but exciting. It is a chance to test whether i'm acrophobia. As a result, i still can stand well at such a high level by telling myself all the building under my foot are replica. It's an unforgettable memory indeed.

It'll be 1 week editing waiting for us ahead. Sigh.. Another tiring task. Hopefully i can do my best in this documentary and music video.