Thursday, November 27, 2008

花样少年少女


终于看完日本版的花样少年少女了,还真不错,全校上下的师生都相处得很好,而且还很搞笑。比起台湾版的更多学校活动及更多朋友之间的感情(台湾版的比较多儿女私情,嘻嘻~)。虽然有很多搞笑元素都不可能发生在现实生活中,而且拍摄手法也偏于漫画式,但无论是拍摄的角度、背景及情节都不错,该搞笑时搞笑,该认真时认真。这部剧的每个角色也算很牺牲色相了,不只女扮男装,而且男扮女装,没有扮的还有被丑化的戏份。当中不缺的当然就是日剧中让观众思考的道理及对白了。这部剧一直都在荡漾着青春不可留白的心态以及团结的力量。这部剧真的吸引我想看它的漫画了。:)

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

T SHIRT、气球、仙人掌

在楼上2号B座
流泪的T SHIRT终于下了决定
等到泪干了
他便不会再回头了
他只想追随迷路的气球
四处漂泊
寻找属于他们的新家
泪停止了
是现在了
他鼓起勇气说:“我们不结婚好吗?”
便牵起了气球
头也不回了
留下伤心的仙人掌
独自目送越飞越远的T SHIRT

Saturday, November 22, 2008

回家啦…

今天终于可以回家了,很开心。
今天也尝试了不一样的东西哦,那就是抓蚊子啦。这不是玩的哦,是男朋友的final year project,所以就和他到Kepala Batas的一个小村庄去抓蚊子啦。一个小时内,30分钟,我的男朋友需要牺牲小腿和手让蚊子叮,而我则拿这tabung uji抓蚊子,15分钟则用来抓叮了牛栖息在蚊帐的蚊子,15分钟休息及记录specimen,下一个小时又再重复同样的工作。将近七小时我们连续这样下来,还蛮累哦…但还好,想到今天要回家了,又可以打起精神了,哈哈…
下学期是大学的最后一个学期了,有点期待,又有点不舍。
大家假期快乐哦!;)

Friday, November 21, 2008

考试结束了!

今天中午12时, 交上了最后一张考卷,心灵终于得到解放,不必再被考试这枷锁捆绑着自由了。四科的考试,但考了三个星期,真让我疲惫不已。假期又开始咯,要回家了,不晓得是否可以完成之前所定下的计划哦。
希望正在考试的加油,而考完的当然是假期快乐啦!

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

无可否认

真的很厉害

身边不管什么

有什么不是人制造的呢?

不论实物、思考逻辑、文化等

有什么不是人创造的呢?

但人真正要追求的是什么呢?

是这些所制造与创造的每一物?

深思…

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Madagascar 2

Today i just watched madagascar 2. A good movie i can say. Go and check it out... ;)

Friday, November 14, 2008

High School Musical

今天连续的看了High School Musical 1及2(是不是很跟不上时代呢?High School Musical 3都已经上映了 -_-)。真的还蛮喜欢里面的歌曲和舞蹈,而且众演员的演技也不错。在High School Musical 1,虽然故事情节一般,但很喜欢它的每一首歌都很热闹也很enjoy,尤其是Breaking Free,2位主角演绎起来很有味道。最后一首歌We're all in together也不错。在这第一部,我最喜欢的有2部分,第一个部分是当Gabriella和Troy在谈天时,Gabriella说“还记得在幼稚园的时候,当你认识一个人时,不论你是否了解他,在10秒内你就会和他一起玩了,因为你只需在他面前做自己”。第二个部分则是当Troy和他的爸爸Mr.Bolton说话时,Mr.Bolton说“你是个球队领队,不是歌手。”,然而Troy回答“难道我就不能两个都当吗?”。这2句话真的让我印象深刻。在High School Musical 2,虽然我个人而言没有第一部那么好看,因为里面述说的多数是个人内心的心声及挣扎,所以如第一部热闹的场面都减少了,但里面的舞曲我仍很喜欢,尤其是一开场的Summertime。真的很期待High School Musical 3了(现在正上映吧?!还是下画了?)。

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

考试

时间到了
大家涌入室内
寻找被编排的位子
坐下
翻开考卷
笔碰上考卷那一刻
一发不可收拾
手不停的挥动
脑不停的转动
眼睛瞄向桌旁的人
手不禁加快触碰考卷的次数
试图与旁人较量写字及思考的速度
后座传来跺脚声
想必有人的脑袋突然当机
考官的脚步声忽轻忽重
转动着室里僵着的冷空气
秒针不为我无法思考的脑筋而停留
反而加速移动
“好,时间到了,请停笔。”
我狠狠地再胡乱写上几句
算了
紧绷的思绪该解开了
是时候思考晚上去哪里了~

Monday, November 10, 2008

Mask

Start to accept that a person can have a few of characteristics
It just depends on who you are facing…
And what situation are you dealing with…
It's not about the masks that you are wearing or hiding
It's just all about life and how a person live
If you still can't accept it
Please ignore this article…

Sunday, November 09, 2008

Makyung Raja Besar Senyanya

(picture from Pusat Pengajian Seni, USM)
Today i went to Dewan Budaya with my boy friend (he's 1st time to go for this kind of traditional performance, pity him :p) to watch a performance Makyung by Art School and Istana Budaya. Makyung is a symbolism kind of traditional theatre traditional performance consisting dance, music, song, acting and dialog with its special and unique movements and musics. Makyung now is now approved by UNESCO as intangible heritage on year 2005. Feel kind of weird, right? Because i'm interested in such a traditional malay performance, furthermore, i don't really can understand the slang of Kelantan Malay. But after i learn about Makyung (and certainly including other traditional performances such as Bangsawan, Menora, Jikay and so on), i started to explore these performances.
The story i watched this time is named Makyung Raja Besar Senyanya. It's about Puteri Gak Petera who borned a Siput Gondang (which is not human). This makes Raja Besar Senyanya angry and chase Puteri Gak Petera away from the palace as Raja Besar Senyanya believes that Siput Gondang is not the son of him and Puteri Gak Petera. Thus, Puteri Gak Petera brings Siput Gondang to Wak Pakil Jenang. While Wak Pakil Jenang is alone with Siput Gondang, Anak Raja Gondang appears from the Siput Gondang. Anak Raja Gondang wants Wak Pakil Jenang to keep the secret and go out alone. This makes Puteri Gak Petera and Wak Pakil Jenang quarrel as Puteri Gak Petera thought Wak Pakil Jenang had eaten Siput Gondang. But then the truth reveal when Anak Raja Gondang comes back. Anak Raja Gondang begs his mother (Puteri Gak Petera) to go out for a journey. In the journey, Anak Raja Gondang involves himself in Anak-anak Mak Inang Kurang Empat Puluh. At one time, Anak Raja Gondang and Anak-anak Mak Inang Kurang Empat Puluh make fun of Wak Jura Pemikat. When this news spread to the palace, Raja Besar Senyanya is angry and wants Wak Petanda Raja to get Anak Raja Gondang for punishment. But when Raja Besar Senyanya meets Anak Raja Gondang, Raja Besar Senyanya feels comfortable and lastly Anak Raja Gondang becomes the son of Raja Besar Senyanya. This story ends with a happy ending with the celebration in palace.
Although this story is not attractive as realism theatre performance nowadays but the uniqueness of the performance can still be seen in this show. Hope whoever going will enjoy the show. ;)

Saturday, November 08, 2008

Favourite picture~




I like this picture very much. Forget where I get it from but I keep it because of the character in this picture. I feel kind of curious with what is he thinking and what is he looking at. Is he thinking of someone? Or something that just couldn't get rid of his mind? Is he looking at the full moon? Or the flying fish? Or the cross in front of him? Or just the smoke from his cigarette? Don't know why, but I can feel the sorrow deep inside him. I believe that there's a story behind it, about every single part of it. It is just waiting for me to reveal it. (Maybe you will think that I'm insane... -_-lll)

Friday, November 07, 2008

Mistake

I'm at 12th floor height now
I couldn't find any excuse to forgive what I've done
Finally
I fall in my own trap
Nobody can help me
I believe that
There's not a single person can help me
I cross my hands front of my body
Pretend nobody screaming to me
Am I ready now?
Loose my hands
Jump down
A vague shadow appear front of eyes
Start thinking
Am I doing the biggest mistake?

(翻译自“错误”)

Thursday, November 06, 2008

错误

站在高楼
思绪恍惚
犯下太多的错误
自己开始不能原谅自己
找不到借口去赦免自己
最终掉落到自己的错误陷阱
把双手紧紧摆放在胸前
对旁人的援助置之不理
做好心理准备
把手放开
往前一跃
眼前出现挚爱的影像
开始在着地前思索
自己是否正在犯着一个最大的错误…

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

大局

曾经听过一则故事
在轨道上
一群小孩在轨道上玩耍
只有一个懂事的小孩在已废弃的轨道上看着那群小孩玩耍
这时
一列火车驶来
你正在控制台旁
你会让火车驶在那群小孩玩耍的轨道上?
还是会以控制器把火车引向已废弃的轨道上呢?
这故事让我沉思许久
我应该以多数人命来决定?
还是以小孩行为的对错来决定呢?
我在挣扎
如果我不把火车转向废弃的轨道上
那么牺牲的小孩就不只一个了
但若我把火车转向废弃的轨道上
那么没有在使用中轨道玩耍的小孩就应该因为那群小孩而成为代罪羔羊吗?
我的决定似乎不管怎样都是错
是错在小孩们在轨道上吗?
还是错在行驶中的火车?

人生中
面对太多类似的抉择
无论是什么决定
都一定会伤害到别人与自己
在顾及大家的同时
一些无时无刻都在贡献的人必须做出牺牲
甚至是无谓的牺牲
若不愿牺牲一些人
便会被指为不顾全大局了
到了那个时候
我们还可以坚持些什么吗?

自己。舞台


是那么的热爱舞台

不曾把生命与舞台分割
对她而言
她是属于舞台的
无论在台上
她饰演着什么角色
她都会很努力的去诠释
把自己溶入角色里
她不曾质疑自己所诠释的角色
这天
她觉得自己没办法再站上舞台了
因为她不能再诠释这个角色了
一个“自己”的角色
她遗失了自己
她疯狂似的翻开了自己的记忆库
她哭了
第一次不为演绎而哭
因为她发现
她不曾饰演自己

Sunday, November 02, 2008

是太满,所以塞不进?
但不管怎么看却还是空空如也
我的脑啊!
你可以合作些吗?

Saturday, November 01, 2008

挣扎

时间一秒一秒的过
倒数40小时36分钟20秒
桌上仍摆满了该读的书
身边仍摆满了粮食
恢复以往不健康的生活方式
决定豁出去
为成绩打造奇迹
让我再做一番垂死的挣扎吧…