陪衬品

在辽阔的天空下

再漂亮的玫瑰

也只是件陪衬品

Stay Together by 2ne1

Found another nice song from 2ne1:

Stay Together

[Minji] If you’re shedding tears
Just like my reflection in the mirror

[CL] If you’ve thought of me even once
Can you run to me and embrace me?

[Dara] Because even when I closed my eyes
I thought of your face
Because even when I’m breathing
I’m suffocating

[CL] Our first meeting is like a saddened soul
Left with nothing but pain
My last words, saying you had to be happy
Were just foolish

[Bom] Please love me
Please come back to me
Hold me again like you used to
Please comfort me, please call me right now

[Dara] Just like before
I want to hear your voice

[Bom] I said I’d definitely forget
I promised goodbye but
When I see you, I still tremble
We gotta stay together
I can’t sleep, is it the same for you?

[Dara] I’m always trembling I love you forever

[Bom] I said I’d definitely forget
I promised goodbye but
When I see you, I still tremble
We gotta stay together
I can’t sleep, are you like me?

[CL] I know that you’re not thinking about me

[Minji] Scars leave tears
And gets locked within thoughts
I’m not listening to my friends’ comforts
My heart hurts so much
To the point I cry all day and long to die

[CL] Again, I spent the whole gripping onto my phone
I want to see you, I can’t stand it
I spent another meaningless day by myself

[Bom] Please love me
Please come back to me
Hold me again like you used to
Please comfort me, please call me right now

[Dara] Just like before
I want to hear your voice

[Bom] I said I’d definitely forget
I promised goodbye but
When I see you, I still tremble
We gotta stay together
I can’t sleep, is it the same for you?

[CL] I know that you’re not thinking about me

[Dara] Only if someone had come and told me
This love was wrong from the start

[Bom] I feel empty somewhere
And my heart begins to hurt
I guess it still loves you

When I see you, I still tremble
We gotta stay together
I can’t sleep, is it the same for you?

I said I’d definitely forget
I promised goodbye but
I can’t sleep, are you like me?

When I see you, I still tremble
We gotta stay together
I can’t sleep, are you like me?

[CL] I know that you’re not thinking about me

Credits: YG Ladies

http://minsarang.wordpress.com/2009/07/08/lyrics-2ne1-stay-together-kor-rom-eng/

Can't stop listening to 2ne1 and Big Bang!

计划

计算着年龄

已经过了接近一辈子的半生

发现浪费了太多的时间

画在笔记本中的计划

已经远远地被抛在该完成的日期的后头

脚步仍旧停滞在数年前

不断地重复着已经熟练的事物

每次兴致勃勃地重新规划人生

却在本子一盖上后

承诺就被重重地压在里头

迟迟未兑现

再次翻开本子时

只有遗憾和无奈

气候

走出了九月的乌云                                                    

踏入了十月的炎阳下                                                 

虽然偶尔还是会有云层覆盖着阳光照耀的地面   

但是我已经开始不想被气候影响情绪                   

终究天气的变化                                                         

不在我的掌控之中                                                     

更是连气象预告也无法预测的啊                           

整理好思绪                                                                

把自己置身于好天气的空间才是最重要的吧！  

问自己

在人生中

我不断地反思

自己是否走得太慢

而追不上计划

又或者

自己是否走的太快

而没有享受过程

结果

我没有一天满意自己

也许我偶尔高估了自己

所以深切地感受到挫败感

也许我也低估了自己

所以开始失去了自信

有时真的很想放弃

重新开始

奈何

时间无法重来

我

只有带着过去

走下去

倒霉时

我不停地问自己做错了什么

侥幸时

我一直问自己是否作梦

人生

就是充满疑问

我没有一刻停止反问自己

到底在做什么

到底要什么

遗憾的是

我还是无法回答

当初以为自己想要的

在我一步一步接近时

我却开始胆怯

发现现实和想象不一样

眼前的一切就像一阵烟

在我伸手去抓时

它挥散而去

烟散后

我发现自己还在原地

一个圈着自己的安全区

圈外虽然辽阔

但是

我犹豫了

该跳？

还是不跳呢？

Filming

During these two days, I was lucky to attend the Freedom Film Festival organized by Pusat KOMAS. It's a pleasure to be there, watching all those films as well as listening to the views from different perspective.

I admit that I am too ignorant to the incident that happen around me nowadays and by attending this festival does make me feel that I'm part of the society again.

The most impressive session for me is the "tikar talk" on the second day where we discussed about film making and political changes. I, as a junior who always interested in making film is awakened by the point of view from the panels. I always drafted my idea in my notebook and plan to film it when I have chance. That's my initial thought to convey my idea or message. And it seems that my effort to deliver a message ends once the film is completed and published. However, after the "tikar talk", I'm aware that filming and manage to publish it is not sufficient and efficient to tackle the issue that I would like the audience to take concern. A film should be a tool to initiate a series of debates, dialogues, changes or even movement. It does not end when the show ends. Perhaps I was too naive in film making and that discussion indeed knock my head and make me clear with what I can do more with a film.

It's time to change my mindset and start moving!  

By the way, the Freedom Film Festival is still going on. In this weekend, they are moving to Penang for the screening. For those who are interested, feel free to visit their official website here.

http://freedomfilmfest.komas.org/

or visit to their facebook page here.

https://www.facebook.com/freedomfilmfest