Wait for the end...

Waiting For The End (Linkin park)

This is not the end
This is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty within em

We say yeah
With fists fly up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
That's invisible there
Cuz we're livin at the mercy
Of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it
Forget it
Let it all disappear

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strengh to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control

Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn't so

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

What was left
When that fire was gone
I thought it felt alright
But that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out
What it's like moving on
And I don't even know
What kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving
And my mind went dead
Picking up the pieces
Now where to begin
The hardest part of ending
Is starting again

All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

This is not the end
This is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
(I'm holding on to what I haven't got)
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty within em


We say yeah
With fists fly up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
That's invisible there
Cuz we're livin at the mercy
(I'm holding on to what I haven't got)
Of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it
Forget it
Let it all disappear

Like this song especially the lyrics...
Just with simple words, it touches my heart...
Could we start all over again after the end of everything?

感觉

很想把心给掏空
然后把回忆填在里头
让心再次体会
当初的感觉...

我。心

我总是把自己隔离 > 担心自己会被伤害
我总是把心事藏在心底 > 以为自己有自我疗伤的能力
结果
心事泛滥
我才发现
自己的心底深深地埋着
许多心事 > 心结
心
在淌血
疗伤能力
其实只是在自我安慰
心
宣告防护失败
而
我
只能把自己放逐到
更远的地方

不要再等

近期
我重新整理了自己需要做的事项
其中也包括了一些我还在犹豫要不要做的事情
这些事被我搁置了很久
一直在我脑海中被考虑是否要开始

前天
和一位大学朋友聚聚
讨论着现在忙的工作、兴趣
还有计划要做的事情
我们的结论是“不要再等了，想要做的话就做吧！”

很多人
包括我都会为自己想要做的事情
甚至是梦想
找借口
让自己却步
而
胆怯
往往成为了我们原地踏步的主要因素
担心时机不对
担心自己不够能力
担心自己半途而废
担心会有阻碍
担心这样担心那样
所以
我们会
让自己等待时机
等待自己有足够的能力
等待自己有足够的毅力
等待自己确定一切可以顺顺利利
等待这等待那
结果
到了错过时
就会责怪自己
责怪别人
然后认命
觉得自己这世就是没有这个机缘
没有这个命

为什么想要做一件事情时
不要现在做呢？
为什么非要等待呢？
等到明天、再明天
套用一句话
"Tomorrow never come"
我们又如何在明天做自己想要做的事情
想要实现的梦想呢？
只要今天开始
梦想就会离自己在靠近一点！

另一半

重看之前自己写的东西
找回了以前自己对爱情的观念
“我相信每个人在这世界上其实已有了另一半，而我们则用我们的一生寻找着对方...
终有一天，我们会找到经已注定的另一半...
要是现在还未找到
那也许是因为在错的时间遇上对的人，或在对的时间遇上错的人...
但我相信这世界上每个人都会获得爱情的美好回忆，就算那是个有遗憾的恋情...”
那我在爱情中有得到开心和幸福吗？
我相信以前有、现在有、以后也会有...
祝天下有情人终成眷属...